Whatz Up ? ?

Things seem to be jeopardizing in many ways here with me. I feel a very negative influence on me which has actually made me look gloomy these days. If there was an interview and I were asked "Do you have regrets, times when you felt you were Low ?", I'd love to say I had very few but is it Truly that ? , I 'd be just Hypocritic enough to say that.

Is there an eclipse above me that it has become Dark or Is there an invisible shell slowly building around me which I helplessly see but ignore to repent aint scrub it hitherto ! . I see a dip in my Sense of Humour, Sense of Thought, Sense of Sociability,Spontaneity which has acutally made a "Take for Granted", "Terky-Jerky" image.Thought I would end this session by going on with my folks today but the fizzle with which it happened just made me Irate. A needle is a needle nomatter it is in a haystack or pricking to some one's neck. But it has just added to the ongoing B-A-D crap here.

Much more than this was the thought - fight I underwent yesterday when I saw a Pigeon being run over by the car in front of me. Some Samaritan picked it up and placed it at some corner of the road and left. Me, a self-proclaimed Vegan and Pro-animal sympathiser was rushing to office with respect to some issues which though were one more piece of Holy Shit to me, were project Fate Deciders for my Top Brass. I wished to go back and just do some first aid to the bird and leave it free but what stopped me ? One of the biggest Regrets I'm gonna have. My eyes just searched when I was coming by the same route today but could not find the bird and I just cannot imagine about the status of the bird, Its better I don't !! Coz I stand no Right here. There were thoughts reeling now... and just as I wanted to chill out from all this... Well , not just the usual way this time. May b a cockeyed option for me was A VISIT TO THE TEMPLE.Hope No Negatives here atleast....

Coz I've got 3 days to waste ahead of me